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Family//Love//Life
Thursday, April 3, 2014 | 10:05 PM | 0 Love




Recently, it was March Holidays and I planned to go to Kuala Lumpur with my lovely grandparents and mummy and momo. We went to Kuala Lumpur for 3days 2nights, we took couch and it was a 5hours journey.. Throughout the 5 hours journey i was really having a good "night" sleep. Yup literally throughout! What can i say, i stay up late before the day i took off as i was talking to Haikal and skype-ing with him.. When we reached there the couch stop in front of Corus Hotel, we actually wanted to sleep at that hotel but then we heard that the hotel on level 13 is haunted sooooo.... We booked Zon Hotel instead and we regretted it as theres no wifi in the hotel room! But the room was really big as it is a suite hotel.. What i like about the hotel it is just across Twin Tower and Suria KLCC. We reached Kuala Lumpur at around 4.45pm as we took off from Vivo City at 10.50am. So basically we spend our day at Suria KLCC until 9.30pm, we had dinner and a little bit of shopping. So on the Second day i literally miss the teppanyaki at Pavillion, so early in the morning we went there to have our Brunch at the Halal Teppanyaki at the food republic(i think?), and it was nearly lunch time so it was full house but i was really tempting to eat, so we waited. After we had our brunch we headed straight to SHOPPING! I was actually thought of buying another pair of Dr Martens but then i was really lazy to go up to the store. After we done shopping we wanted to have our dinner at Suria KLCC, so we took a 7seater taxi, and it was jam while on the way. So on our last day, we just spend our day at corus hotel and Avenue K. Avenue K is a new mall, it is just across Suria KLCC but it is not officially opened yet after a little of shopping there we headed back to Corus Hotel to wait for the couch to arrive then off we go back to Singapore at 6pm.


I just wanted to talk about our relationship as 8 days left to our 4 years Anniversary. I just can't wait for the day, i just can't wait to spend quality time with you to celebrate our Anniversary as we have planned a lot for that day. 4 years of being with you has change my life, never i though we could stay strong till this day. How many argues and fights we had, can't compare with my love towards you. You have been a wonderful, caring boyfriend. Thank you for being patience with my attitude, yes i know i cant be perfect but i just wish i could be the one you wanted so badly. Our differences of physical looks, do matter to some people out there but no matter how many hurtful words they say you will always be there to defend our relationship. Im really blessed and really i can't asked for more. I love you 5ever as it is more then 4ever (LOL). Thank you so much, sorry for all the things i have done wrong, do forgive me. If you asked me why you? Easy, i will just say... MY HEART CHOOSE YOU! Bib, if you are reading this i just want to say Happy 4years Anniversary in Advance, i love you so much bib xoxo.




Behind Every Worst/Bad Day of Yours..
Tuesday, March 18, 2014 | 2:23 AM | 0 Love

"Everything happens for a reason"


Every time when I'm feeling depressed/sad/disappointed/a shame, this quote will come through my mind and never once it doesn't. But do you guys ever wonder what is the reason behind everything? Getting bullied is the worst thing that ever happened to me. I'm lying if i said I've never been bullied. Since i was in kindergarten, i have never been the favourite amongst all of my classmates. I have been the one that will be left behind by the teachers, classmates, boys.. etc. Till secondary life i have been bullied, on my first day of school. How would you feel on your first day you have been the one that your schoolmates hate the MOST. Everything that i do will never please them. How would you feel walking on my shoes every day to school. I have never asked to be fat nor ugly. This is what Allah have gave to me. I have never regretted having curves body, big butt, big boobs. Why do you have to say all those hurtful words to a curvy body like me? What makes me different than u guys? Do we ever done any wrong things to you? No we didn't, we just came to school to have our N/O levels qualification. For my life, it doesn't stop there. Even my 1year course on ITE for Nitec, i have been the one that people will be "ee, so fat, still want to be my classmate". I have never been excited for school ever. Because how friendly i am to them, how innocent i am to them, how noisy i am to them, they won't stop swearing all those hurtful words to me. Sometimes, i said to myself, when will it stop? I have been trying to lose weight, do you guys know the struggle we face everyday? Do you guys even know how it felt to hear all those hurtful words? I don't think so. People across the street, in the mall, in the school, when ever they saw haikal and i walking together, i will always hear they said "ee, that guy have no taste, got eyes for fat girl some more" I will always shed a tears when ever i came across those people. I don't even know them, what's your motive of saying that loudly. I never wished to have an acceptable boyfriend to be with a fat girl like me. LOVE have no boundaries, that is what haikal will always say to me. How caring and sweet can he be and i can't asked for more. Life with Haikal for the past 4 years, have been amazingly blessed. Some people would asked, how can you both be together till now? Well, in a relationship we need trust, we need to understand our partner really well. No matter what happen don't give up, don't cheat on them. Because one day, you might not know he/she is the one you need the most to stay alive.. If i never met haikal, my life would be the worst than our fights. A quick reminder, "before loving someone love yourself, be confident in yourself, listen to your heart and let it all be free, pray to Allah/your god, and thank them for everything because "Everything Happens for A Reason".

Started my 2014 with ALHAMDULLILLAH
Monday, March 3, 2014 | 11:38 PM | 0 Love



This are my closes friends i have in my class, they are amazing!



 GRADUATION!!
I've been busy and also tired lately as I'm working part-time now at Pastamania. I'm proud to say that i've finally graduated from Nitec and I'm officially a Higher Nitec student this coming April. I've been posted to Human Resource Administration, its a new higher niter course. Thank Allah for letting me into the course that i wanted, alhamdullillah! And I'm really enjoyed my graduation day with my family and friends. I can't imagine all the dramas we went through for the past 11months, and the ups and downs we faced. Talking about school, I can't wait to have lunch with baby again and spend quality time with him in school. Till now i don't know whoever that posted into the same course as mine :( .. No dramas this time please, i just can't stand all the "hateness" to each other. I hope we could bond! I miss school so much, on the 18 of March i will be registering my course and bla bla… And i think i would surprise Sabrina with her birthday present on the same date as her birthday falls on the 13 of March.
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CHALET!!!
After my graduation day i have a 3days and 2nights at Keppel Bunglow to celebrate a collaboration birthday of Marsya, Ibu and Uncle Fazly. Well i didn't took lots of pictures there, because i was busy swimming all the time till i turn supeeeeeerrrr TAN and the only picture i took was with baby. I regretted, but above all of that i really enjoyed myself as baby was there too! Marsya had the cutest cake of her life ever! i couldn't say any
thing more about the chalet because theres pretty little things that i really regretted doing there. I swear i won't swim at night anymore!

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Today is the 3rd of March and baby surprise me with Roshe Run in pink. He said it's a advanced anniversary gift for me and i really can't expressed how happy i was just now! But then i ended getting scolded by my parents for having lots of shoes. I went to Etude House  to try out the Anti Acne Trial Set so i bought one of it. And i can't wait to see the result in a week! My 4years Anniversary is just next month and i really can't wait to see how it turns out! Because haikal and I have planned a lot of things that we are REALLY excited for! This is going to be the first time we are having a really FINE DINNING LUNCH DATE! And i'm looking forward to it, this year we are going to exchange gifts to each other. We thought of buying a new couple rings as our current ones are old i could say? I think i have nothing more to say, till next time..


Live to be Loved
Tuesday, December 31, 2013 | 2:20 AM | 0 Love


The first picture is just a selfie with Bae's ray ban specs. I have been loving it since he bought it, i know right its me who is overjoyed not him. The second picture, we are actually taking a break from cycling so much that it really hurts my butt a lot, well i got big butt! The pictures i took was on the same day, Saturday 28 of December. Bae's parents asked me out for a cycling outing at East Coast Park. Its was so much fun laughing, and of course me being shy thru out the day. I woke up really early at 9.30 am, for me its early because i don't really wake up at that timing. So i waited till 1.30pm to get ready before i went to Simei to meet them. On the same day mum did asked me out to accompany her to meet her friend, but she gave me green light to spend my Saturday with Bae's family. And yes after a long ride journey cycling to the end of east coast, we head to East Coast Lagoon to makan!!
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And this is what we ate. Before we could "makan", the place was so crowded as it was raining and everybody had to crowd at the Lagoon. Well after 10 minutes of waiting for the particular family to finish eating, at last we get our table. Firstly i wasn't so sure what to eat, as i never been there before. It was my first i think, i didn't remember if i ever went there went i was little. So back to the food, i wasn't planning to eat anything but i had to as i was hungry so i planned to eat the Stingray as i thought it would be fresh.. But is turns out... okay? I would rate it 4/10, yup that is what i would rate them, well i don't eat satay so i'll rate then 0/10 cause i hate it. Haha, if you asked me how much would i rate the BBQ Chicken, i would rate then 10/10!! It is delicious, and i ate 3 of it! Oh my gosh, i wished i could go there again and just ordered that and eat it ALONE! But i won't, i promise i won't, because even though how big i am my appetite is not as big as my body. What i ordered for my drink? I actually miss drinking Ice Lemon Tea so i had to ordered 2 tins, yup i know screw me! Bae's parents was so kind to treat me everything, but then bae's dad had to ordered one more dish, and it was cockles with the spicy sambal. It was....... FUCKING NOT FRESH AT ALL! And i just ate 3 of it and i feel like vomiting, but i didn't. It was awful and i didn't know all the seafoods there doesn't taste good. Well its my first time, and i didn't know what to eat. Blame it on me, i know i know! After that we head back home well only me as i was really exhausted and i can't bear to walk anymore as my butt hurts badly.
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On the 29 December 2013, its my daddy 47th birthday! And I really can't say how much i love you staying by my side always and forever! I really treasure how much you want me to be a better person, study hard to make you proud. i know i really did a lot of wrong things that make you really mad till you turn into a Hulk. And i am the only child and daughter that ever make you really mad, not abang not aqil but me. I 'm sorry for not study hard enough during primary school till i didn't make it to Normal Academic like abang did. But even I'm in Normal Technical you never fail to make me feel special, you never fail to buy me present when i passed my exams. And also even i didn't get into Normal Academic, i did make you proud for being the top student for each year. I didn't get into Poly as I'm a Normal Technical, i did went to ITE and it makes you even proud that i get a high GPA points that could guarantee me to go Higher Nitec. I won't be able to go so far if isn't for you and mum. I want to make you proud just like abang did. I don't care people want to say if you making me a spoilt brad for buying me stuff that i want, but they don't know why i get that or how. You never break your promises to us, to your kids. You will always say "If you guys pass you end of the year exam, and make me proud you will definitely get what ever things you want, i don't care if its expensive or cheap, if i get what i want you will get what you want." I will like to say thank you so much for your love and care, i love you more that i love mum, haikal and my coffee. Love you dad!
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I'm not quite sure what i want to blog about today, it just crossed my mind to blog about my dad and my well spent saturday. Lately i have been into Pretty Little Liars, as it was Izzlyn's idea to watch it so i did.. And i can't stop watching it, and yes i know I'm so slow but hey better be slow than never! I just ordered my makeup at LuvGlitz again!! Well i have been loving it so much as I'm into NYX! I know i have said that i would blog about it but i will eventually okay? Till next time..


Story of my life
Wednesday, December 25, 2013 | 1:54 AM | 0 Love

There's a lot of ups and downs in my life that I regretted, such as not studying hard enough. My life change a lot since I became a teenager, and I have gone thru a lot of "relationshit" problems, "friendship" problems and all the main problems teenagers face this days. During my Nitec life, I had a lot of hard time having a friend to support me. I fought with my best friend a couple of times and I had a hard time having to solve it, now we aren't close anymore. But I do have my classmates that still support me like Amira, Ashiqa, Izzlyn and Rasyidah not forgetting my boyfriend that will always be there. 

On the 20 of Dec 2013, our results were out. And on 1.30pm I FINALLY get to login to ITE Portal, and I can say that I am satisfied with my results. I do think that I could do much better, but I will do my best on HNitec next year inshaallah. Time flies, and it's already Christmas, and its going to be 2014. And I want to wish that I could have a better friend, better future and make everyone that I love happy. Today, wasn't a bad day but I had a bad knee problem on the evening and I can't stand the pain I felt till now. It hurts badly, and I wish my bae was here helping me out. My relationship with bae its quite complicated. We always fight this dayzzss, I'm would like to change for our future if we still want to be together. We had a bad attitude problems, well everybody has one. But still, I would wish that 2014 will be better than this year, inshaallah. 

Well, you guys would be confused why randomly I wanted to blog. Reasons are, I would like to share my problems and how do I face it and basically share about my life. I also don't know if anyone would ever read my blog. But I think its fun blogging, and talking about my life like how youtubers do when they make videos. I haven't even had a chance to blog about myself, and having to write what are my personality like. So, this is my chance

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Firstly, I am a 17 year old girl with a chubby body and not really pretty face. And I am proud to say that I am a Muslim. My race is Bengali, well basically I'm MIXED! Confused? Don't be, let me explain. My mum is Javanese(came from her dad(my grandfather), her mum(my grandmother) is Boyanese. My dad is Bengali(came from his dad (my grandfather), and his mum(my grandmother) have a chinese blood and indonesian blood. Well bengali is mixed by Pakistani and Punjabi. Okay I know you guys are confused with all this explanation, so whatever let's move on... I am the only daughter, sister, granddaughter(for my dad side) and so I am so called spoilt brad(I very manja lah). I have a sweet, loving and very caring boyfriend that I'm proud to be with. He's name is Muhd Haikal, he just turn 17 and we have been dating for almost 4 years. I love him for his honesty and his heart for appreciating my appearance because I am FAT. You guys can called me names, say I'm fat and LOL about it. But hey someone loves me, so basically I will be graduating from Nitec on Feb. And inshallah going HNitec on April. I am a Libra and September babies. I have 4 Apple products but my iPod lost :(, yes I regretted it but not my Macbook. I have a beautiful family, and lovely friends. And I love singing, I can't imagine my day without singing one song. I love cycling, wanna have a race, marathon? I am a coffee freak, buy me coffee day to night and we can be friends. I am hot temper, I don't like to wait, I don't like to repeat what i say. I fractured my left wrist once. I love purple and pink. I love shopping for shoes, bags and wallets because I can't have enough of those. I'm currently hungry and craving for nuggets(will buy for lunch tomorrow). Basically thats it, I think? Till next time..

KL and Birthday Celebration
Tuesday, December 17, 2013 | 10:06 PM | 0 Love

Picture above was taken during our KL trip, and it was on 14 December 2013. We were in the bus having our 5 and a half hours bus ride to KL, Berjaya Times Square. We have lots of fun there to celebrate baby's advance birthday. We got to be at the Golden Mile Tower by 6.30am as we depart from there at 7.01am. Before that i didn't get lots of sleep though. So i decided to sleep during the bus ride, end up i only sleep 2 hours :(. As haikal was really annoying, but nether less i still love you bae. Our bus didn't stop for breakfast, only for toilet break. We reached KL, Berjaya Times Square was at 1.20pm. For 5 hours, we didn't get to eat so we decided to eat once we reached there. We ate at the Food Court called Taste of Asia at Basement 1. Haikal, Shahirah and I bought Nyonya Fried Rice, it des not taste as good. But it taste like Tom Yam Fried Rice. 

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After we finished eating, we went to the 5th floor to the Theme Park. It wasn't as crowded as i expected, we was so excited even before we step in. After we bought the tickets for 4 adults and 1 child. And we ready to go in! My parents didn't want to go in as they don't want to waste money for the tickets as they aren't playing any of the games. So they waited outside and they walk around the mall. And we had planned to play all the ride in the Theme Park for 3 hours. At 6pm we meet at the Macdonald area. So we went in and the first ride we took was the Dizzy Izzi, the worst ride then the Roller Coster for me. Yup, I was scared. But i managed to go for a round ONLY. After that Dizzy Izzi, i was already feeling Dizzy so we planned to rest for awhile. After we rested for at least 10 minutes, we went to play the Bumper Car (WAS THE BEST). We went for the bump car for3 or 4 times. Then haikal asked if we could go take the Roller Coaster now. BUT.......... then i was scared as it has 360 turn. End up i did went for the Roller Coaster ride for 3 times. HAHA, (WAS MY FAVORITE RIDE OVERALL), any many more rides after that... 

xx, with love


xx, DIZZY IZZY



xx, Archery Club
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Then it was 6pm and we went to walk around the mall and we went to Krispy Kreme Cafe (yeaahhh glaze baby!). After we had our donuts and frappe, we went to Secret Recipe to EAT EAT EAT! Yup our family is all about eating, and i don't know why?! So when we reached Shahirah planned to surprised Haikal with a birthday cake. So we did..... after our dinner there. I ordered Bolognese, Haikal ordered Spanish Lasagna. Wasn't as yummy, but it was okay. After we had our dinner, the cake arrived and we ordered haikal's fav cake, Chocolate Banana. We sang birthday song for haikal and he was blushing, SOOOO CUTTTEEE!!! 


xx, DONUTSS!!



xx, while waiting for the food


xx, Bolognese


xx, Spanish Lasagna



HAPPY 17TH BAE!
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So on the monday, 16 december we went out to celebrate again! We went to Arab Street as we planned to go to I am cafe at Haji Lane , end up it was closed for housekeeping :( . So we went to Zam Zam for lunch and present giving! And after that we went SHESHAAA!!!!!









xx, the end, till next time.

School's OUT!
Wednesday, December 11, 2013 | 11:28 PM | 0 Love



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Been so long of not blogging and i started to miss blogging today. 
Timeline is busy about Danial getting married and saying that their childhood is over all that...
But here i am wishing them a very lovely marriage together, both of you going to have a really cute babies. The last time i blogged was during Raya. Now its school holiday till April! And I'm still slacking at home with no money and job. Well actually i have been searching for one but some contacted me but the location was far so just had to reject it. Had my finals during end of november was terrifying but i can manage it though. POA was fucked up, and i just had to leave as i can't think of any words to write. BEO was okay, as i put a lot of effort into it. Now schools out, holiday is in! Going for a day trip to Berjaya Times Sq this saturday with my bae. Cant wait, feeling so excited as its our first trip together! Counting down the days to Bae's birthday and i just can't wait to surprise him. I have put in effort with the DIY things for him and i hope he would see how much i put in for his birthday. Well not much of celebrating as his birthday we are going back from our trip. So how to surprise him right? Not forgetting my baby girl birthday on the 28th! We haven't even plan any but we will eventually. We actually planned to celebrate her birthday at the Singapore Zoo but december is the month of raining, so we can't even plan too early. I just can't wait for our meet up as i miss each one of my girls.. Lovely friends to be with. 

On the monday, 9 of december i get to meet up with shafiqah. Its been 2 weeks we didn't get to met due to school holidays and exams. We went to an 1hr and 30mins gym and training my tummy. I get my own personal trainers, not one but two. Lovely day on my monday blues, had a really good conversation and chit chat time with bff. We should meet up again and maybe gym or swimming? Or even shopping. I thought of going to buy haikal's birthday present tomorrow but shafiqah just texted asking for gym time with her. And haikal want to meet up tomorrow. Hais, how can i manage my time like this???



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